Dear Allah,
How far am I
away from You?
…
Too
much in love with him then I forgot how to love You.
Seeing
only him, then I forgot You’re watching me in everysecond.
Talk
about him along day, then I forgot to talk with You.
Always
waiting for him when night coming, then I forgot that You’ve been waiting for me
too long.
…
Dear
Allah,
Did You angry with
me?
…
Day
by day, I just walk into him without realize if he won’t be really in
front of me. Not at all. But then, I forgot the way to come to You.
Day
by day, smile accross my face when I hear his name. But then, I forgot You were
the one and only great-day-maker during these years.
Day
by day, his name rising and filling up my head. But then, I forgot how to put
Your name deep in mind.
Day
by day, I call his name before dreaming. But then, I forgot to call Your name
while You guiding my sleep next to me.
…
Day
by day, then change into months. But I still don’t care, don’t look at You.
It’s
been half year, but then I feel like broken for something unimportant that took
me away from Your hold.
Did you laugh at me
now because of my foolish, Allah?
I
feel like nothing, but then, suddenly I remember that You were by my
side.
Oh
no. You are always. And will always.
Not
only these day, but these years till my end, right?
Ah, If You were not You, I must be so
embarassed to back on You. But.. How can I?
…
Dear
Allah,
I’m yearning for You
now. So much. With this overflowing hopes that You’ll hold me tight and
tight, for now and forever.
…
So,
can You please forgive me (again)?
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